My life

Dear heart, plz be strong

Its been a long time im not coming here..its like yesterday that im so happy to get enggaged..

Yes i do

Now, i already married

To someone i cherish the most

To someone i love so much

To someone i thought can always accept me

To someone can make me strong

To someone can guide me tru this terrible life

I know Allah's plan is the best..no matter what happen i need to be strong and 'redha'

I try my best to be a good wife..

I do make mistakes before..a bad mistakes in my life by believing a person called  a man

I ruin my life..

I thought i'll be alone..nobody can accept me

Until my heart was open to someone.. A nice guy..i thank to Allah

HE still love me by sending him to me

Till now i still cant believe i married with him..

I juz move and follow the flow without knowing 'life is not always be at ur side'

When the past was revealed, im stuck

t_t

I dnt know what to do..

I dont know by keep quite make things worse

I juz love him so much..i juz want to be happy with him

I used to be bad..that the old me

I regret what was i did but it is too late?

May Allah open his heart to accept my past

Thats was my past, i cant change it

He married a new girl..><

But..

We cant change people's heart..

What we can do is keep believing in Allah no matter what happen..

Indeed im hurt ..#crying

Pilihan

Hidup ini adalah pilihan..
Dalam pilihan,terselitnya ujian

hakikat hidup, tak semua insan yang berjaya meraih tentang apa yg dipilih.
Tiba2, pilihan tidak selari dgn apa yg dikehendaki

Persamaan, nun jauh pergi. Dahulunya rasa ya. Kini, rasa berbeza dgn apa yg kita rasa di awal kala

Namun, Islam mendidik insan untuk mengenal erti Redha
Redha dgn takdir, redha dgn ketentuan Illahi

Islam itu indah, malah ia mengindahkan kehidupan insan dgn sinar kasih sayangNYA

"Cinta itu buta. tetapi, ia tidak akn m'butakan manusia yg memiliki iman"

Credit to akuislam.com

Indeed,
tak semua pilihan itu sempurna
Kesempurnaaan itu hanya lah milih Yang Maha Esa
setiap kekurangan, DIA hadirkan kelebihan
lihat dgn mata hati, hikmah ketentuanNYA sentiasa ada

Namun, manusia sering melakukan khilaf (so do mine)
Jika ikatan tali t'putus, jika hujan d'siang hari, jika hati terluka
Redha itu penting..perancanganNYA lebih baik dari manusia

"Cinta tanpa iman ibarat muara tanpa sungai"
hargai cinta yg d'anugerahkanNYA dan lindungi ia sebaiknya

till meet again (insyaAllah)..

Inteam - Kehidupan (Duet With Nazrey Raihan): http://youtu.be/wY6gV9kImG8

#May Allah bless