Week 6

"Morning sickness"

Common word that i always hear at clinic

Know theoretically without knowning how it really feels

Some women experience this situasion

Some are not

And some are bad

It happen at early week 6th untill week 16th because of releasing of hormone known as hCG in the body

This hormone is indicator in urine pregnancy test..

Its existance will show positive result (2 red line)

How morning sickness feels?

Not as goos as theory

Feeling uncomfortable most of the time 

Nausea especially at early morning..

Unable to sleep at night

Everytime i eat, evrything will come out

Vomiting when i eat fatty, spicy food

All the "gulai" and curry  is not the best dish to eat

Wanna to drink or eat something that have acidic smell and taste like lemon, ginger.

Need to drink a lot of plain water to prevent constipation

The bad situation is when having loss of appetite..and at the same time, i need to eat to cover nausea

Until now i still dont what i really can eat 

Its like try n error

If the food is not suitable for my stomach,  a couple minutes after that, everything will come out (vomit)

Im cried

Feeling exhausted..

I cant let my stomach empty..desire to vomit is higher

But im tired to eat and vomit again

"Back pain"

Its become worse day by day

Wish someone can give a massage before i sleep 

"Feeling lazy"

This is really obvoius..feeling lazy to do things that i used to do

Having back pain and uncomfartable in the stomach, i prefer to lay down and try to sleep

Cant think properly

Cant act properly

Cant give a good respond like before

"Not compliant"

Its hard to comply to medicine

Folic acid, calcium, iron 

All these supplement is good at early pregnancy but hurm..

However, having all this pain so suddenly remind me of something

"There is "a life" inside ur body"

"Allah love u since pain is "penghapus dosa"

All these struggle is worth it..

How hard i need to hold all these nause, vomit, back pain & laziness

Mommy still love u

Keep strong with me..