My life

Dear heart, plz be strong

Its been a long time im not coming here..its like yesterday that im so happy to get enggaged..

Yes i do

Now, i already married

To someone i cherish the most

To someone i love so much

To someone i thought can always accept me

To someone can make me strong

To someone can guide me tru this terrible life

I know Allah's plan is the best..no matter what happen i need to be strong and 'redha'

I try my best to be a good wife..

I do make mistakes before..a bad mistakes in my life by believing a person called  a man

I ruin my life..

I thought i'll be alone..nobody can accept me

Until my heart was open to someone.. A nice guy..i thank to Allah

HE still love me by sending him to me

Till now i still cant believe i married with him..

I juz move and follow the flow without knowing 'life is not always be at ur side'

When the past was revealed, im stuck

t_t

I dnt know what to do..

I dont know by keep quite make things worse

I juz love him so much..i juz want to be happy with him

I used to be bad..that the old me

I regret what was i did but it is too late?

May Allah open his heart to accept my past

Thats was my past, i cant change it

He married a new girl..><

But..

We cant change people's heart..

What we can do is keep believing in Allah no matter what happen..

Indeed im hurt ..#crying